Guten Nacht Meinen Freunden

19. February 2009 by Bex.

So what do you do when work or home life is stressful?  Because let’s face it, having kids and rearing them are full time jobs.  You can’t beat people, at least not legally.  Especially at work.  They actually have things in writing about harassment, violence, etc.  Go figure!

Very little of this week has gone well.  I don’t know why exactly.  I’ve had shitty health, discombobulation in my brain which carries over into work and home, and things are simply out of my control.  FUBAR.  The crazy woman from hell is trying to take Rowdy away or at least assert some kind of fucked up visitation “rights” upon us.  I may soon know what it is like to file a restraining order.  I will personally inform her of that come Sunday.  I also found out how satisfying and scary it is to stand up to someone in the workplace who is at the director level.  But damnit, especially when you are a woman in the workplace, you have to be careful about preventing people from silencing your voice.  Once again I feel like I’m a reluctant feminist.  Guess what?  All I want to do at work is (wait for it, wait for it) my job.  All I want in the process is the same respect I give everyone else.  Cripes.

So since I can’t climb the tower with my rifle without severe moral and legal repercussions,  I have to resort to other methods of stress relief in the workplace.  Thank you Jesus for my coworker Sarah.  She brought me a little voodoo doll to keep my spirits up.  Also I get to stab it with mucho gusto.  STAB STAB STAB!

One good thing about this week was my HSP test.  My fallopian tubes seem open.  Huzzah!  Perhaps I’m not the infertile, fucked up mess I think I am.  I can’t fight the endometriosis or rheumatoid arthritis (if that is what I think it is) while I am trying to get pregnant.  I have to get the baby making portion of my life over with so I can treat my illnesses with the proper medication.  Nothing like putting a little stress on yourself.

And thus dear readers, I leave you with a couple photos of my little voodoo buddy.  Good night my friends.

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